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soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo....

i'm at kevin lee's grandma' house. we got home like at 4.3oam, without the influence of alcohol. Kevin's friend left this morning back to the states and we hung out in dong dae moon for like 5 hours. kevin's still sleeping, and me being a good kid these days woke up at 11.30. after sleeping like at 5 am.

anyhow, me, myself being a human like everyone else in the world, i've been counting, D-Day 12. my friend said that it's so sad i'm counting my days before i end up in a place that i dont want to be, but i'm ok. i'm seriously fine. but people make me unfine (if thas a word). people keep asking me if im nervous, scared, and feeling all the pressure and the stress before i'm basically giving up my life for the korean government thas has done nothing for me. but i'm fine, perfectly fine.

i've decided to feel fine because it's something i can't avoid. i rather enjoy the situation i'm in, and not worry about it. soemtimes i think to myself that i want to be sent to Afghanistan just to see if i can meet up with jason. hahahahahha but thats not gonna happen. only thing i'm worried about is the younger ones bitching at me just becuz they are in higher rank. but other than that i'm fine. kinda sounds like i'm in denial becuz i keep saying im fine but i'm not hahah

it's nice you guys made a care package for jason. me being the worst best friend, i'm not a person who makes care packages and writes letters. i'm sorry jason, but i always keep saying i miss jason. haha it's true dude, i miss you mang. i'll write you letters while i'm actually in the military, since that will be the only thing i can do while i'm in there. hahahaha

anyway, i've kinda talked as if jason's not gonna see this message. haha and you did too christina. kinda..i thought that was funny.

well i'm done for today, if my feelings change about korean military, i'll post up.

michelle i'll be seeing you real soon

good day to everyone
take cares